Saturday, December 13, 2008

A customized "relative"



They say you dont get to choose relatives you only get to choose a friend. but what if you get a tailor made relative for yourself....and believe me it happens only once in a lifetime.The beautiful lady in the pic is my customized relative that i got by chance, rather i think she would say this for me. She is the one who announced my arrival....heheheh (she made this bavishyavani to my mom abt my birthday ;)Now enuf of golmaal mystery and history let me tell you who is she...she is my phrend, philosopher and guide...hehhehe she is my dear gudu :) though not born from the same womb we are more than real sisters in every way...we did everything together (can u believe this she is 9 years elder to me ;)still we lived each others experiences, may it be all our girly secrets, or our teenage crushes or after all the very intellectual talks about life, career and philosophies. i remember playing discovery channel with her (it was our perfect game, it included ashrut bhaiya and dona too), our talks at night that would at times last till the next day and also the kind of obsession that i had about her.... whenever she used to be in indore...she can never go anywhere else than my place...god, i used to lock her up like a police inspector. we had our own share of quarrels time to time...but they never used to last longer than 5 minutes..ooh did i tell u we even share birthdays :) When my mom was expecting me she used to go around telling everyone...that my mom wud give birth to a girl and right on the same day of her birthday :) and m so glad for that....i owe my birthday to her...
i dunno why i m trying to express such overwhelming feelings into words but then this is a place where in i blurt out everything i want to...no one knows...(no pun intended)So i think this should have been one of the most important topic i shud write about. above all the times we have been together and of all the times we have been apart, we are back to square one when we are together, evry1 is jealous at times(dont u think gudu??) and yet now she is very happily married and a "successful" housewife, mother of a Devil-cum-angel and still remains my best friend. its just that distance is taking its toll now, and i miss her like hell. i got no one to take out my frustations, my fears and share my recent crush or my recent obsession (vampires) but then all this is all about her and about me....i miss her like hell. i love you gudu...if ever you read this blog u'll know what a writer i have turned into,your hopes in me would never be lost i guess, and i'll try and live up to all you taught me and all you loved me for.
P.S. to all fans ( i do have a few now ;) this was just another scribbled example of my random writings and true life experiences and moments....if you like it m glad....and if you dont...not my problem ;)
seeya later alligator ;)

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